Friday, January 29, 2010

[another day]

Today, we had this huge snow storm. Almost 2 feet of snow! Not really amazing when you come from where i'm from. This is nothing! Can't say I was too happy to see this when waking up this morning. Unfortunately, classes weren't cancel... well they closed the university at like 12. meaning i still when to my morning class. When home to find the roomy cleaning, which is fantastic cuz i really wasn't in the Cinderella mood today. One of our friend came here to stay while the storm calmed itself. We watched Monster Inc. ... cute movie. but feel asleep so i decide it was time for a nap. 


I try to study and do some homework, but the procrastinator in me won and well, didn't do much. Watched Buffy most of the day then around 8 my friend picked me up and we went for a quick shopping at the mall. The roads were pretty bad. We made it safe :)


So this is pretty much it for today. Hopefully tomorrow will be the day i catch up in all my school work and finish those damn projects. 


laterrr !

Thursday, January 28, 2010

a new blog...

Well, trying this for a bit. We'll see where it goes. 


Well the week started well... didn't started well. I just want to quit everything and crawl under my bed and cry. I'm loosing fate in myself as time goes by. Some people thinks that I'm not worth it and that i should give up. 


Perhaps if I could be a bit more motivated in term of what are my goals and projects for the future everything would be ok. But as it is, it's not ok. Lately i'm been questioning my choices in life up till now. Wondering if I did all the right decisions, if I chosen the right path. I guess the next few weeks will help me make the changes that needs to be done. The problem is that i can't figure out what i want in life. What is my purpose. Why am I here. What difference I can make. Those type of problems. I want to think everything will turn out ok. But as time go by, i can't ensure that I'll be able to make all those choices. I don't feel strong enough to go through all of those choices.