WEDNESDAY, JUNE 30TH
Well, I’m finally on vacation. FINALLY!!! I’m in a camper in Rivière du Loup, Québec for the rest of the week, with obviously no Internet connection. So by the time I post this the week will be done and I’ll be back in New Brunswick, to my so-called life. But in the meanwhile, I’m on VACATION, with my beloved family from my mother’s side. I haven’t seen them in forever, probably over 10 years. It’s definitely been a while. Unfortunately, my mother is not here with me, neither my sister. Work is keeping them away. Oh well, I’ll enjoy my time no matter what. I’m surrounded with people I love and I’m assured to have a blast in the next few days.
The ride here was uneventful, but nonetheless fun. Of course, it’s always fun with France. We laugh like crazy people, sang at the top of our lungs, and made funny faces to others car passing by. Now, after spending over 6 hours in the car, I’m exhausted. Can’t wait to put my head on that pillow and dream away. Well that’s it for today. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to post what I wrote each day, but I’ll try.
THUSDAY, JULY 1ST
First full day in Rivière du Loup went great. Got to see a lot of family that I didn’t see in ages and got to meet a few new ones that weren’t there 10 years ago. Technically they’re not “new” family, but to me they’re new. First thing this morning, coffee on the patio, gossiping and relaxing in the so-so sun. Of course, it rained all day. Drizzles in the morning and afternoon, but full out showers of rain in the evening. We took walks, eat BBQ, played with the kids, I even took a nap this afternoon, while some of them went on a bicycle run. Nothing really exciting happened. Josée, Christian and the family arrived from Chicago this evening. Piper grew a lot since I was down there. She’s such a cutie pie. We can now have full conversations. Ha ha ha! She’s a little chatterbox and Beckett’s only 7 weeks old, a new addition to the family. I’m not sure what’s happening tomorrow. I’d like to go shopping a bit, but I’m not getting my hopes up on that. I absolutely need to go to a corner store to get something to drink, because that god-awful tap water is driving me insane. Also, I need my booze, my lovely alcohol.
SATURDAY, JULY 3RD
So I’ve been sober for the past few days. There’s no worthy alcohol here in Rivière du Loup. What’s up with that! Ah well, I feel hungover no matter what. Today is the big day : The family reunion, the 80’s party. Everyone is going around running, stressing, when clearly everything is going to be ok. The weather yesterday was amazing. Sunshine all day, not a drop of rain, today however, the cold wind has joined the party and I think I might have caught a cold… or something like that. Yesterday was fun, all day we talked and caught up with the good old family members. I went to the Rivière du Loup shopping mall with josée and Gisèle, then France joined us and we went to do a little bit of groceries. We ate supper then everyone started to gather around the fire and started singing no so much camper songs. Surprisingly there were a lot of people, which was fun. I’m surprised that I was able to enjoy myself without a drop of alcohol in my dreadful body. It may seem that I drink a lot of alcohol, but I don’t. I just enjoy talking a few drinks once in a while. It’s kind of a way to open myself, but yesterday it seems like I didn’t need it. I was super confortable with everyone.
I was looking forward to swim this afternoon, but if that wind persists the odds that you see my jump in that pool are slim. The sky seems to clear up, but that damn wind is still here, blowing everything everywhere. Another flow of family members is supposed to arrive today. The party starts at 2 pm, so they should arrive around that time. Everyone at the camping site is gone either to help organising the party or preparing their costume, or just taking care of their little life. I wish I could take the summer of like them and just come here and relax. All summer long. I guess maybe in 50 years or so I’ll that my retirement and then I’ll be able to “live the life”. I just realize that it’s been awhile since I wrote a poem on this blog. Perhaps there’s no more need to pen my thoughts that way. They all seem depressing, but it was a good way to cope with whatever pain I was in.
I’m going insane, my Facebook account is “temporary disconnected” because the network my phone is roaming on cause a alarm. Facebook thought someone was hacking my account. They only way to reactivated it is to go online on a computer and answer a bunch of security questions. With no internet connection that’s kind of hard to achieve. Oh yesterday I got an email telling me that I won a Kindle! I won a goddamn Kindle. That was something I was not expecting at all. I can’t wait to get it now. I always wanted to try one but I wasn’t ready to put my money in that kind of thing. Well now I won’t have to. The only downside of this is that I love reading a physical book. If I buy a book on the kindle store, that doesn’t give me access to the book itself but an electronic copy of it. The publishing and books world should start giving an electronic copy of a book when you buy the actual physical copy of it. A bit like when you buy a DVD you get a digital copy of the film. This way I could enjoy my book both ways, physically and electronically. Maybe one day it would come to this. The first book I’m planning on buying, if I get the Kindle anytime soon, would be Twilight (probably the entire saga) – and Harry Potter. Books I know I’ll read over and over. Of course, I already have them at home, but when I go on vacation, I’d like a good book that I know I’ll enjoy with me without having the brick that the book is. I also won two books from Sean Cumming. I should go on vacation more often, I keep winning stuff.
So tonight is the big party. We’re all going to be wearing 80’s apparel. This will definitely be funny. I think everyone will be participing, which is great. There’ll be music, food, dancing, games, kids, family, friends anything a party needs to be a blast.
SUNDAY JULY 4TH
What a night last night was. I have the best family there is! At first, in the afternoon, it was a bit awkward. Especially when we arrived, we weren’t sure where to go, well I wasn’t sure. I was the only one from my immediate family there and everyone was asking questions about where was my mom. It bothered me because I know she didn’t have a good reason not to come. It saddened me because some of them won’t be there at the next reunion in two years. Anyways, we all arrived at Lisette and music, games, pool, and chitchatting was already ongoing. I’ve talked with about everyone there were to talk. Reconnect with old forgotten.
It was weird being part of the “adults” world and seeing all the kids play together. I remember not so long ago I was at their place. It’s a bit sad because you see the difference between having fun and having to be careful, be responsible, etc. Sometimes I wish I could go back, and enjoy this non-stress environment. I guess we eventually have to grow up and face those changes. It’s too bad Peter Pan isn’t here to help.
We eventually ate and then headed to the dance room. It was a nicely decorated little room. Some of us were disguised in 80’s persona. One thing that I absolutely hated about the night was the DJ. It’s maybe not his fault but I really didn’t like the music choice and the DJ job. He was doing it for free so I guess that’s ok. At the end, I was tired, cranky and in pain, so I just wanted to go to bed and sleep.
Today we’re leaving. It’s the end of my vacation; I really don’t want to go back to work. So we packed the car, roamed around. Having said my goodbyes, France and I hit the road. A long drive was ahead of us. Over 6 hours in a car was going to drive me crazy and it did. It was painfully long, nothing like Wednesday’s trip. It was hot, boring, and I was awfully tired.