a new blog...

Well, trying this for a bit. We'll see where it goes. 


Well the week started well... didn't started well. I just want to quit everything and crawl under my bed and cry. I'm loosing fate in myself as time goes by. Some people thinks that I'm not worth it and that i should give up. 


Perhaps if I could be a bit more motivated in term of what are my goals and projects for the future everything would be ok. But as it is, it's not ok. Lately i'm been questioning my choices in life up till now. Wondering if I did all the right decisions, if I chosen the right path. I guess the next few weeks will help me make the changes that needs to be done. The problem is that i can't figure out what i want in life. What is my purpose. Why am I here. What difference I can make. Those type of problems. I want to think everything will turn out ok. But as time go by, i can't ensure that I'll be able to make all those choices. I don't feel strong enough to go through all of those choices.